Petitelogy

The sun is merciless!
It is a good time for sun bathing
=)
Hopefully next week's fun time to Sentosa
we'll have a good time of sun tanning.

YAY! Mummy bought 3 muffins from Starbucks.
That caramel something hazel nut chocolate chip muffin...
The name is too long for me to remember.
Been brain dead for quite awhile since holiday is so unfruitful.
=(
And the coming new semester timetable is so pack!
Geeez!
And I took appreciating ARTS for IS...
DARN, hope the arty farty class wont put me to sleep.
Lately I can't seem to find any motivation to do anything.
BLEAH.
And and and I think I gotta say good bye to having the maggi mee hair
=(
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So many people asked, say and asked again and again...
the big QUESTION:
'What are you gonna do after graduation?'
Simple yet tough to answer.

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Ending off,
this a very funny video haha!

OMY my slippers gave up on me.
=(

taken: Style-ish
I love reading her posts anddddddd her photography is amazingly awesome
so is her hair.
Basically I just want to mention about her hair LOL...
Love those curls.
MAYBE someday probably next week I'm gonna try that.
I'm gonna act on impluse. LOL
and hopefully I won't hate myself for doing that.
PS. something random,
I can't wait for chalet at SENTOSA!
teehee.
School is starting in 3 weeks time.
Booo!

Sunday was an AWESOME DAY!
Awesome service as well. =)
I like the story of Jonah.
Its always a childhood show my mom will always play for me
but I never understand the whole Jonah story
like why he will get eaten up by the big fish and stuff...
Till NOW!
hah!
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Oh yah and I totally like what han sheng shared about his PW team.
"
truly, the best pw group is not the one where the leader does everything.
only when there's a crisis, can the tenacity of the individuals be tested.
and only if they pass, can be really be known as "group".

without a crisis, how do we differentiate whether our group stands?
"
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And there's once I was so clumsy I fell down by the road...
and it suddenly hit me with a revelation.

At the moment I actually have 2 choice when I fall,

1. To sit there and cry thinking about all the pain and etc.
2. Get up and pretend nth had happen and to continue my way.

And somehow it can also reflect one one's life.
We refuse to let go and cry, blame and nurse the hurt
of the past and setbacks.
but we always have another choice is to get up and let go of what had happen
then we'll be able to move on.
And knowing that crisis brings opportunity.

When the going gets tough, the tough gets going.

*WInk WINK*
If only.....
And also i'm so so so so so falling in love with that
fred perry shoes!
Geeez.
Damage.
HAHA

OH and I saw this video in youtube this girl Lydia paek with a super
good voice
singing 'Stronger' by Mary J blige is kinda touching.
 

I WAS disappointed

but it's self inflicted disappointment
You know when there's an expectation
and when things don't got what you expected
then disappointment sets in.

Everything I had in mind was all about me
My timing
My expectations
My, My,MY...
And thats when disappointment came.

So NOW,

It's not gonna be about my timing
but Yours!

There will be a time in phrase of life
you got to grow.
Have to grow.
A must to grow.

Though I'm lost in my direction
Still....
The greatest fear of all is fear,
I should never let it rob me.
But still at times I can't help it.

One disappointment after another.
My heart is sinking.
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I'm determine to save up for a camera!
this is like the 349785740582039402 times I said it
and have yet come to pass
=(
hur hur

Lonely place, not?

Wandering around.

Overexposed. I LIKE. HAH
If only we could stay alittle longer at Ubin.
When we stepped into Ubin
it somehow brought back memories at Outward Bound.
I totally didn't regret going
though it was mentally and physically demanding
I enjoyed every journey I had during those times.
It felt like yesterday.
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When happy times start to fade,
everything is in a mess.
 

Heard.
Just a brief moment
train of thoughts...
So tell me what am I feeling?

Why they can see what I couldn't see in me?

Yes right, all you can do is run away.
Yes what a coward.
Just to allow myself to breathe some air
I choose to run away.

YAY'
Pulau Ubin TOMORROW.
Can't wait!
God, please don't let it rain.
=)
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Saw the reflection
I no longer could recognize.

Struggles that only you can see
so please save me out out this misery.

Actually last tuesday I went swimming in school
and I kinda like it.
Because I feel good after working out as well as the cycling trip.
I'm a healthy and happy girl then...

Alrighty more photos to spice up my blog.
I'm a boring blogger.
=)
Last night I went supper with another group of friends.
wanted to eat prata at Thomson but there wasn't sufficient space to fit 8 person which includes
william's 'hai zi'- stomach =X haha JK
But the place was really really packed like sardines
so we headed to 'Tong Shui' YET AGAIN.
MYgosh.
Anyway had a good time catching up with the OLDER peeps hahaha.
I feel young when I'm with them. LOl!
Alrighty picture picture...

Somehow the starting point.



slowcyclist, still can stop to take photo. HAHA

HAHA we call this SUPERMAN.


Save cyclists...LIKE REAL!

Crazy woman in action!=)


And her follower...LMAO

YES! At Changi V...

Credits to DEXTER
he blade the same distance as us and
took photos for us. =)
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The SMELLIEST FOOD EVER! Durian -PUKE. Durian thick toast, Jem's and BY fav.

My FAV. Mango Prawns =)

Spicy noodle.

This is Pinky - 'siao zhang' =)

This is Stanley. Aka PRO photographer

This is Elaine=)

This is 'hai zi de pa' .

Jem and Timo

A group picture =)
Our vision is to meet late at night
eat the best food we can find
till we are 100 years old
Smilling with holes in our teeth
wrinkled face
and white hairs
=)
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My oh my,
Life....
keeping up
catching up
staying ahead
when will I ever be ahead?
When I look back I only see a pair of familiar foot print
and ahead of me too many but none is familiar.
when will i ever be ahead?
It's all only my strength.

I need to lean on You.
I need to rely on You.
Help me to never lose You.

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PUlau Ubin on MONDAY!
YAY!
Rain rain go away come again another day
=)
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Congrats to Aaron in winning 2nd place
for the photography competition.

Pool outing.

Arcade. -.- Childish LOL


The 'HUMP' you see on the road.

Late night dinner after movie.

Fun under the sun with my friends=)- missing HL
 

Don't you agree that growing up is pretty scary?
 

 

 

Holiday OFFICALLY started last weekand I'm dead bored at home for just half a day!
Well at least last week I got stuff to do
like touching up my prototype and shopping.
Been spending way too much
till my wallet couldn't take it.
Anyway, I think working would be good for me.
Too much bumming around will cause me to be a couch potato.
My favourite preacher preached yesterday.
And I totally felt it was a timely message.
Okie anyway, I'm so hoooked up into hearing her voice.
Her voice is just amazing.
Too bad she lost in the 超級星光大道 PK.
LOVE her.
 

Woke up super duperly early today!
Morning PM.
I LOVE it.
=)
Always make me feel so good
And somehow it always feel so different.
It makes me rely on Him more!
yada yada!
Yesterday had an exciting SUNDAY.
The message on giving thanks was very timely.
POWERFUL.
Then....
Went ECP to cycle with my some great cg peeps
Fun and relaxing.
At first I couldn't get hold of my balance
because its been like 3 years since I cycle.
HAH!
At first I could only look straight, cannot make U-turns, cannot talk-need to concentrate
and cannot turn my head-need to look in front.
Neverthless I manage to master the dodging,
talking while cycling and to turn my head to look out for people.
=)
Accomplishment! haha
Speaks alot about myself confidence. HEH
I WANNA CYCLE MORE.
After FYP, anyone?
Went to catch 'UP!' at the end of the day.
Thought I feel that the 3d thingy is a waste of money but the story line of the movie is
GOOD!
Putting the past behind and moving on.
Really true that some of us tend to hold on so dearly to the past that we missed out
treasuring the present and the people around us.
As we look forward and we will discover its adventure
=)
The album 'Writing on the walls' is GOOD!
I'm counting down to the end of FYP.
Thank God that stress, worry have yet to exsist
STILL I DNT WANT EM'
so LETS just finish the race well alrighty!
Strong desire to WIN!
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Admiration.
 Unknowingly
love blossom
even till winter comes,
I'm gonna continue holding on.
 

 

Lots of outing this week with this nonsense Clique.
Lots of laughter when with em'
Last saturday we went Sentosa to celebrate JASK Birthday.
Had lots of fun! Except I guess I missed out alot that night
when the guys were out through out the night
But anyway heard lots of silly things they did while playing 'True or Dare'
HAHA!
*Wan, does the grass taste nice?'
ALL IN ALL the week have been great
=)
Plus this week went bowling and did lots of humorous stuff.
Very entertaining. HAHA
NEXT week gonna be a busy busy week.
Less fun More work.
Gonna finish my FYP!

BTW,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY 'Siao Lian'
HAHA
She's the most crazy and gila girl I EVER KNOW.
Up to you to decide if its good or bad.
She's good shopping companion, likes to call people 'dear' regardless of gender age or race
okie maybe except for the other skin colour people, likes taking her own photos, always talk like a 7 year old kid and
SCREAM and get high without alcohol and very princessy and the list can just go on and on and on
One word could actually summerise the JSK we know,
'CRAZY'
So, sweetie just continue being crazy
we just like that part of you
and you are already 19 years old so try to be one alrighty? hahahahahahaha
and PLEASE for goodness sake
GET A CHINESE BOYFRIEND LA. hahahahahahaha
LOVE YOU SWEETIE!
PS,
Don't MAKE ME ANGRY! hehe
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I guess was more of the invasion of fear then external factors.
Afraid I wasn't good enough.

Had my Nafa test yesterday ever since 3 years ago!
I can feel that age is catching up. HAH
My whole body is aching like crazy
Never knew climbing stairs can be so torturing,
Laughing seems painful,
and being a couch-potato seems sooooooooooo
SHIOK.
Just for today.
So Nafa ended kinda late.
BUT it didn't stop the urge of shopping.
SO MISS Jsk and I headed to ION.
I LOVE the PLACE.
Maybe just the basements la...
Because you see... I can only afford the basement ones.
AND they have PULL AND BEAR so COOL!...
Yesterday shopping was all about Mango, Mango and more Mango =)
But nevertheless Jsk still OWN me in shopping with all the bags she was carrying.
I can see her future as a tai tai.

One crazy Shopper. HAHA!
The FLU bug hit me when I was on my way home.
Somehow the medicine I took was really good
so I got well pretty fast like the next morning
=)
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FYP
Well I'm quite unsure if I'm able to complete it in time
but I'll still continue to believe by faith that I'm able to do it.
Poly life going to end pretty soon.
Time really fly
Seriously should think about whats the next step.
Mmmmm
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SMILE
Makes you forget who you are
Melts the hardest of heart
Took you away

Just like a seed.
Carries the unseen potential.
When PLANTED it will grow.
To a tree...
To a forest...

So just like us we are liken to a seed.
If only we were to move into new grounds,
and plant ourself
then we will be able to experience the potential we have.

Aww sad to say I missed out so much fun on Friday!
First was the PDI gathering
The guys got to celebrate Jasmine Tan's Bday
And got to have so much fun, joy and laughter!
* I like the Bday card* LOL
Second was the Prawning session with the clique!
MAN! How can i miss its!
Prawn prawn prawning!
BUT
Sunday was fun and cool!
Got to do some cool and fun stuff =)
Except for some trouble I got myself into. Darn!
Okie NOW gotta study for tml's test.
SHUCKS!
Oh oh OH!... 
Alisa Gao album is out! hehe
I think she has good vocals
has good stage presence
and has a pretty face =)
 Somehow I feel she looks like Vanessa Hudgens LOL
The Chinese version.
Okie, I know after this post JASK is gonna look for her face and start
critising her! LOL!

I truely MISS photography lessons!
I'm alittle nutty obsess over the picture taken by urs truely. 
ITS EVERYWHERE!
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I hate myself:
For being faithless
For being a glutton
For over spending
For not being able to save up
For not being discipline
For being so stress out easily.
For smiling like a fool
For not making any achievements in my 21 years on EARTH.
And I would hate myself even more if I don't sleep now.
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Broken hearted...
She leaves her heart every where.

Sometimes we take words for granted.
forget words are powerful.
It can make or break someone.
Provocking doesn't work on EVERYONE.
Just like cough medicine doesn't cure all sickness.
Speaking positive words works better than constant negativity.
It molds the person effectively.
Thus what the person is today can be change by your words.
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I'm blabbering nonsense now.
Seriously lack of rest.
Been sleeping in the wee hours.
4am? 3am? 5am?
Maybe that explains my mood.
Easily irritable.
But
THANK GOD everything was good this week.
Hopefully it just continues.
*HINT*
I'm begining to squirt my eyes after long hours infront of the laptop.
I've been thinking of Lasik lately.
Mmmmm...Kinda scary to go through the procedure.
IMagine the doctor poking your eye?!?!?!?!
But on the other hand after going through it you can throw away all your contact lenses and glasses.
well well....
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